The Agony of Keeping Up with Homesickness

The agony of keeping up with the homesickness is indescribable.

It's beyond words;
and everything that runs in your bloodstreams.
It's like madness that loses its fulfillment.
It's suffocating to the extent of breathing is suicidal.
It's wrapping you up and getting you nowhere until it doesn't feel sick anymore.

Or you just simply surrender and fade away.